issalonglonglong time oredi 😄

Cliche words aft being so ignorant: Three years has passed. I mean, i just somehow read my past entries out of blue. It was on *teett* 2011, and i was so immature i can't even bear that was meeeyyhh!! Not to mention that im sucha perfect lady now. But atleast, yeah, better than before. And future will be better than now iA.

*Ihiks, reunion lah ni kan lepas tiga tahun? What a fat lie if i said nothing had happened to me during these time. I laughed cried sick famished stucked blablabla. But whatever it was, it made me who i am today. So who i am today? Ammmmm still a normal person (Alhamdulillah), commit sins repeatedly, need oxygen to breath nanaanananaaa..... So what's the take? Some people reaaaally make huge changes. They transform from bad to good, good to better, better to the better better, better better to the better better better and so on. Why not the best? Well everybody aint the best. They just tried to be one and look forward to it. We all know who is and always the best. So dont be sad if i said that. But there's also people who changes vice versa. Yeahh it is the state that we always decline but we never realize who we are actually. Somehow i deeply sad and sympathized to those who came into this transformation. I'm not badmouthing you, but I'll pray for your hidayah iA. It's not I'm so good pious purrrrfect masyaAllah big no! But but but i still have this tiny little small sense to keep up hmmmmmmm i aint better than you. So you there, come and join hands together! Sometimes we dont know the real state we in. We tot we're good, but there's riak that inverse everything. Here we could see the significance of tazkirah . Atleast we have this makanan rohani. And to this extend, im a jobless student who kind of bored at home. And need to do something about myself so i wont go astray farther. So...am i answering the question? He he he...